ITS SHOPPING SPREE EVERYONE!!!

HELO HYE AND WELCOME EVERYONE..IN THESE POST YOU WILL FIND COUNTLESS OF BLOG SITES I HAVE ENCOUNTERED WITH EVERYTHING THAT YOU WISH FOR, FROM CLOTHES,SHOES,DRESS AND EVEYTHING!! FROM RETRO, VINTAGE, CLASSIC, MODERN AND ETC.FROM SHOES YOU WILL FIND THE MOST WANTED SEASON AMONGST ALL VARIETY OF SHOES, "GLADIATORS". HEEEEEE :)..AND TO DESSERTS, CUPCAKES!!!! REALLY CUTE AND NICE...SO VIEW ON BABES AND DUDES..IF ITS NOT ENOUGH, I'LL PUT MORE SITES!!!!

CUPCAKES
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VINTAGE
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MIXED
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NEW
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BLOGS
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SHOES
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PRE LOVED
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IF YOU WANT MORE!!! JUST HOLLA AT YOUR GIRL RIGHT HERE AYTE!!

Its a hot and sunny day outside, Just drove to petronas Mart to buy some ice-cream in a drift manner, hehehe ;P. Somehow i felt that i need someone new, someone that could brighten my day, someone that could be with me 24 hours, someone that could say i'll be there for you in any circumstances. I've just had a really pissed of conversation yesterday with someone. Its not a conversation actually its mere instant messaging (YM). Anyhow, all that person could say is "hehehehe", "ish u diz", "no bha" and etc. And what i found out from that conversation is that the person was not serious. That person thinks that i was only blabbering some stupid thoughts of mine. But infact, it gave a huge impact towards our current relationship. Although that person said that that person could not live without me, and say that the person is all tied up with me, i don't give a damn. Why can't i do all those things but if that person wants to do the same thing i was doing back then, i gave permission to that person. I felt that it is not equal, I felt different about that person, i no longer have the same feeling about that person, my perception about that person totally changed. And i don't even understand that person anymore. All that person wants is just about themselves.

I'm sick and tired going through these phase again, i'm sick of all the excuses that the person have given me, and i'm sick of everything. When i think about letting that person go, the thought about other person approaching that person kinda pissed me off. Does that mean i still have feelings for that person?? But i just can't stand that person's act of which that person has terribly done to me. That person do not know that what that person did left a huge scar deep in my heart. I wanted to do the samething, but i loved that person dearly and i do not want to do the same mistake as that person did to me.

I HOPE THAT PERSON READS THIS!!

So, i have lots to say, but i'm afraid of the outcome if i write more about the person.

Yours truly..
Deekay,
Stay tune

Another one of those memory blues

I'm sitting on my bed, bored by the nothing-ness of doing nothing except online-ning? huh. I was having a flash back where, when i am in a situation like this in UITM Kedah, i would usually knock on my friends door, that is situated in front of my room, and chat with them. If not, i would walk and go up the stairs to sue's room. If not going to either rooms, i would go to the mini mart that is situated beneath my level. But now is a whole new condition, i can't walk to either's room or to the mini mart, but just going up and down the stairs, to the living room, the dining room and to the kitchen. Going outside was not in the idea because there's nothing to do. Usually i would study during these times of hour and would be doing my assignments. But now, i have nothing to do, no studying, no assignments because i have finished everything and my time in UITM Kedah. Its kinda sad and emotional feeling to think back and said "Those were the days", *sigh*.

As i think back, i actually want to stay on in UITM Kedah, where everywhere is cheap and everything is cheap. I miss going to the food court, I miss walking out to the Rental cars, and in fact i miss everything. And weird it is, i miss kedah and penang.

The journey to penang airport after my final was very distressing. I was driving to penang airport and it was the utmost sad feeling i had. I was remembering all the memories i had back then. Going to batu feringghi, the road to komtar, queensbay and everything. Its such a memory. And along the way when i was driving, i flashed back everything i had in penang in a silent feeling of sadness.

So i miss everything that eventually lead me to the emo blues. hahahaha!!! anyway, life must go on right. Let it pass what its past. And go forward to reach your goal.

Yours truly,
Deekay,
Stay tuned!!

love you..!!!

OMG ney i just can't help it...i miss you so much.....you're just the one that i cannot lose in my life.....i love you so much... i want you to be beside me always...i dunno why eventho kadang2 u always buat me marah, but still my love for u tdk pernah pudar nie bah....i love you so much...to all the people yg baca this post....I LOVE MY ney so much...!!!!!!!! i don't want to lose her.... i syg her so much more then my life.....ney....The first time i jumpa u i sudah syang u this so much....hurmmmm.....dunno why...i stil remmeber...i saw u coming out from your house...a little bit chubby..but still my love for u tdk kurang juga.....so its not physically that made me sayang u but....hurmm....dunno lar....its because of i mmg syg u this so much...and i cannot lose u even for one day...NEY!!!!! I LOVE YOU BAH!!!!....and i'm sad......u teda wif me....hurm..........i want u bah....hurmmm come back bah...i syg u dis...i noe kadang2 i buat silap...tapi tdk bermakna i curang dgn u...cuz i ndak pernah pun terlintas mo curang dgn u bah...i wan us to be mo sweet bah...sweet memory only we remember...
ok....i syg u...just now i kol u betapa bahagia nya me dgr suara u.....tapi im too happy until i cry+senyum....love you bha...until now wanna chat wif my ney....yeahhh

Wonders....

Its weird when someone said that you are important in his or her life, In the end you feel something wrong between the relationship you have. You felt the urge to leave them, but never did left. In the end, you regretted that u did not do the right thing and in the end that person is the ones that left you behind. All those promises, and all those words are meaningless. There are alot of human beings out there in the world and why should we stuck with just one. I should have think before i mislead my self into believing that what you say and did to me was nevertheless just a figment of an act to make me feel comfortable, thus giving you the advantage to control my feelings and emotions towards you. But in the end, what you expect for me to understand you is so incredibly apprehensive that made the understanding that i made towards you to nothing. Of course i understand you, but truthfully, you are the same as someone i knew that is not being themselves truthfully first, and later you take advantage of it and make more negative attitude. When you want someone to like you, or to accept the way you are, please don't take advantage of them. When they feel that they are being treated like that, they will do the same thing to you and thus you will assume that both of you are the same and you will make an excuse saying that your attitude is like this, asking people to accept the way you are, saying that all your friends are like this. Truthfully, they did that because they just want you to know how they felt, no wonder they keep on talking bad things about you behind your back.

You keep on saying that everyone is your bestfriend, till they believe that you are the only person they think as a true friend. But in reality, u just want sympathy on people, u just want the desire of attention only to you, to make you feel that you are important. But to me, to have a real bestfriend, is when you don't feel neglected by them, to feel that you are being appreciated, is not selfish and always think of others need. But, my point there is wrong that neither one of it fits you. I am so dissapointed of your selfishness. Don't make an excuse because of some family related problem or friends problem. I have countered many people with much more worst situation then yours, and they just do fine in life and also in friends. Because they can think. Even though your academic performance is great, but still you are infact people who is so lack of intelligence in over going life and reality. You simply think of fantasy even little kids could think of. Lying is not the most appropriate thing to do, it brings out the worst of you. You tend to be all snotty and show off when you have everything, but when you don't, you just go to the flow. That is what i call being such a faker. You tend to talk things that you don't know and make it sound that you know, but in fact you are making a fool out of yourself and people know it, they just keep quite hoping that you realize what you're doing, thinking that you are old enough to think by your own.

I can go on with the prospect i have, and its up to you to just take it and take your time to think of what you have done, what you don't quite understand yet about your friends and what mistake have you ever did and lied to them on something.

till then,
stay tuned.

Really fast hands

that's me..

only for you dk mazrianah

Neyi wan u to know dat i love u more den everything in my life and u shud noe dat sejak dari awal lagi i kenal you. And now we are having a really big problem....and we will try to solve dis problem cuz for me, everthing can be settled....dari me...i want u 2 change cuz that will make me feel better agen...i ony want u to ckp baik2 dgn me cuz now u owez cakap dgn me suka hati u jak...and u ndak pernah mo fikir apa akibat dari pa u buat dat....it will make me feel down...u pun tau jgak kan dat i nie sensitive pnya org, my hati is really fragile..so plz take care of this heart...and u owez penting kan apa yg u mo dulu....u owez ckap dgn i fikir apa yg org tu mo juga...u mo i buat mcm tu cuz mo i fikir bout u dulu apa yg u want...but u din do dat cuz apa yg u mo only about pa yg u fikir.....thats why i marah......and u i sudah ajar u mcam2 cara how to take care my hati tapi not all pun u buat, fine if not all i pun tia kisah tapi lagi banyak u bg sakit hati i dari u bg i rasa sweet...tu yg i lagi ndak suka...and i sudah blajar ndak mo kongkong u.....tapi everytime u ask me u wanna go out....u owez ask dgn suara yg not nice, then u will paksa me....kan lagi bagus if u ask me bagus2....if u ask me bagus2 and mana u mo pigi tu tmpt bagus mustahil i ndak bagi lar........i ndak pernah mo marah u bah ney kalau u ndak pernah mo buat me marh....just small thing tu i can tahan lar if once in a while tapi kalau sudah small thing kena buat balik2 and everyday berulang2 memang i sakit hatilar.....so dun ckp small thing tu besak jak k... i hope u still remember dis picture..i simpan dis picture cuz i feel dat is the time yg i feel u so sweet....dunno why maybe cuz baru kenal.....ney about break up tu i pernah terfikir and cuz i fikir to make me cry....so u bayang kan lar even ony think bout dat sudah make me cry apa lagi kalau i break up wif u so I DONT WANT IT TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun wanna let u go bah...sampai bila2...i akan cuba sedaya upaya i untuk kekal dgn u cuz i love you so much..... so ney im sory if i ada ckp sumthing yg buat u sakit ati....but trust me i ndak bermaksud pun...its for our own good k...i love you ney so much...so plz start from now 4.27 pm 13/november/2008 thursday..plz change k...i tia mo we menyesal dgn apa yg kita tdk buat ok...love you so muchh.....

Really tired

There's a reason why i said that i am so freaking tired. I am freaking tired to think of things that is way out of my league, such as, to think of damn losers who acts so much like a child and never do get the will power to change. Pity, they are gonna be the same even when they grow up. And i hate to think back those old days even though its good or bad, but somehow somewhere i hate to think of those stupid memories i had back then. I am really tired when people don't tend to realize their mistake on their own. I am really tired when people loves to lie even though their friends. I am really tired to try and to cooperate with people who can't even be ethical (sopan) in both ways even with friends or anybody (except enemies). I am really tired to think about enemies who really get's in my way, yep, you know who you are.

I am really tired of all the things they did to me, either good or bad. I am really tired to think of the consequences, that i know people may not follow and it hits them real hard, then they'll believe every thing i told them. I am really tired of all the things i did and never do feel appreciated. I am really tired to hear about people boast about stuff that they never really had and boast about stories they think they know but actually its a false starts. I am really tired of people who looks down on others. I am really tired of people who loves to mimic others or copying others. I am really tired of hypocrites. I am really tired who just DON'T GET IT!!. I am really tired of people who is really a pain in the ass.

I am really tired of people who acts so much like she's a star. I am tired of people who really believe in fantasy. I am really tired of people who likes to act cool like an adult but actually their NOT! I am really tired of people who can't even pronounce the word thank you, sorry, forgive me, and etc. I am really tired of people who don't have aims in life. I am really tired of people that is childish, annoying, lack of intelligence and immature. I am really tired of people who likes to take advantage of others. I am really tired of people that has the simplest minds of the stupidest people in the world. I am really tired to people who loves to be a bias. I am really tired of people who thinks that they are so perfect. I really am tired of people who can't keep promises. I am really tired of people that is snobbish, selfish and who doesn't even try his or her best to work hard. I am really tired of people that is really stupid.

Above all, i am really tired...oh wait, not tired, really really fucking hate people who does not be themselves and tries to act so "oh i'm cool" when actually their not. Really hate people who loves to steal others self-esteem. Moreover, i hate people who disintegrates everything that i have spoken up there, and things that i have not spoken that is fucking bad then the ones i have spoken. Get it?? If not, read it back again..

Cheer~
Deekay~

What my birthday means...

Your Birthdate: March 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The end of final!!!!

It is such a relief to be out from the final blues. Yeap, Everyone was really happy. And to think about it, i have some pictures to share with all of you. Before the last last paper starts (that's law) and the after the last last paper, hehehe..it is such a relief!!! Everyone was like, "oh damn!!!" kinda situation. yep, this was it, don't be persuaded by our looks of happy before the finals hahaha!!! anyway, more to come, Muker kiteorg nie semua muker pasrah!! hehehe TENSHION!! Yep, everyone was like trying to memorize all the cases and the acts, the law, the names, the elements, the everything!!! yes, that is how tension we all are. The what do you call it, memorizension, cool huh, hahaha!!! anyway, here we were, at that same place for all our final papers, sitting down on the floor, reading notes, memorizing everything, thinking about it makes me feel more nostalgic about it, huhu, sob, sob..anyway, it was a 2 hours paper, for the last last final paper. And this is the picture after we've finished our last last final paper, hehehe..hehehe, yep, this is the after..all of us are like so happy!!!! after that, me and my friends went to o' town, opposite village mall, hehe..we were wanting to eat o'town since the beginning of final. Belle, Anur and Panda was like " Nooooo!!! after finla la!!!!" and sue was like "i want MCD!!!!" and i was like "Shut up!!!" Sgt2 menaikkan keinginan makan benda2 tu!! huh!! yea anyway, after the final we planned to go to Bukit Merah as our last convo ride with the boys. It was so much fun!!! we all went all the slides and not all the rides la, so keinginan...huhuhu..we took pictures at the entrance and everwhere!!! hehehe... here's the picture..




hehehehe cool huh!!! this is the before we went swimming clothes. It was a blast!!!! there were 5 girls and 17 guys. The guys of course were my friends. But yea, its like almost all of the pre-lawrian guys most of it went down to BM!!! damn!!! after that, all of us got sunburn, we were like " HELL NO!!!"..hahaha...need to put more pictures!!!!! yep...anyway, we were all very happy and excited!!!! hehehehe..

A Very tiring day but a fun day too!!!

MY DEAREST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!

Everyone's statement:

Deekay: Huhuhuhu, just made wani panda cry...huhu...sorry~ huhu..anyway...yeah!!!!!! Love you guys so much!!!! hehehehe...Tdk lama lg abish final yeahahahaha!!! weeeee!!!! orait!!! after that can go jln2!!! hehehehe!!! have fun babeh!!! hehehe!!!

Bella: Yeah...mummy i love you so much...but just now u put dat cat on my leg..i wont
forgive u for that..geli tau mummy!! ~ huh..another one you like to buli my
ardeeana,hurm..jahat...tapi overall i love you so much and hope you wont forget
me in Shah Alam later huh..if u lupe i, i guin to do sumthing to ur cat...
Ardeeana Natasya: mummy deekay jahat..always buli me!!nnt mamau fren wit mummy deekay..and i will kick your cat if u buli me again.

wanie panda: huuu mummy soriii... tadi tension sket.. eventho we just knl dis sem.. but u are my mummy.. i love you so much.. and please dun forget that tau...mumy sgt takut wit newspaper.. wahaha...now i can bully her wit that..yehaha..mumy fart a lot.. time tido pon kentot.bluekkk!

suria sue: mummy deekay alwys fart silence!! hahah she's my true fren n i love u so much even u crazy fucker bitch...but inside u my angel n survivor hahaha xoxoxo u my laughter and my sweechie poochie bestie. We quarrel and we being sakit ati to ech other but it only took 15mnits threfore its useless when we fought..hahaha sweet memory!!~ hope we keep our sacred friendship last long...Fyi, i alwys get taik donggot from mumy...eeeeaauuwww disgusting!!! but no matter what i still love u for who u are..coz we grew to be the true we are...Cheers!!~ hold on to the true friendship!

annur cute: mummy!!!! I love you gul!!! Hahaha.. i've never met anyone like you.. A diamond in the ruff.. You have so many side of you that i can't never expect to came out.. Crazy one time, serious one time, and so damn matured suddenly.. Never get bored with your attitude... Cheer up my days and nights la mummy... Funny funny FUNNY!!!!.. That is all i can describe you (for now la)... But still, the farting is not normal dude... hahahaha.. hope we'll be as close as this forever k mummy... Don't be a skimpy biatch and a poser k... knowing you, i know you won't... Thats why i LOVE you!!!!! =)

Hehehehe...So that's what my friends said. They're the closest thing that have ever happen to me..:D...so yea!!!!! that is why i love them so much!!!!!!! hehehehe