from my heart~

why...why...why....

napa u mesti juga bagi sakit i...napa...?>???? sumthing i ndak bagi????? anything yg u ndak puas hati????? i give everthing u want....i just hope u faham nie bah dgn apa yg i mo....
ask ur self....
after dis will u kol me....and pujuk me atau just bg biar jak me..???

dunno wat to say..... im a guy tapi stil ndak salah i nangis kan!!!!!! so let me lyke dis/..

What i chose....

I Chose who i chose to be,
I chose for not being literally what i want,
I chose to have a successful life,
I chose not to fully trust people even though they are my best.best.bestest friend (if i have any),
I chose to be who i am,
I chose to be serious, wise,independent and decision making,
I chose to be who i am right now,
A smart woman.

I chose what i feel is best for me,
I chose to feel superior,
I chose on how to enjoy in a distinguish manner,
I chose to be not a slut,
I chose to be a bitch whenever i want to,
I chose to hate those who think they are mature,
I chose the figment of my imagination against enemy's,

I chose lovers and friends,
And i can surely choose whether to leave or stay,
I chose what i want,
And i choose to fix any mishap of myself,
I chose to be the cream among the cream,
I chose to be what i want in life,
And what i chose made me happy.

I chose how to discipline myself,
I chose how i should act with people,
I chose how to interact with stupid people,
I chose to accept and decline facts,
I chose to break the law,
I chose to be evil minded,
I chose to have an ice-queen heart,
I chose my life,
I chose who should judge me,
I chose who i hate,
I chose on which people should not be my friend,
I chose my decision,

I chose profound love,
I chose love,
I chose not all friends gives benefit,
I chose that friends will not last long,
I chose to have friends will a mindset like me,
I chose the perfect love for me,
I chose who to respect and who should respect me,
I chose to be myself,
I chose that the past is just a tactic to slow you down,
I chose that people who hates me does not have any future,
I chose who could be my friends,
And lastly i chose to be a lawyer and a musician.