A story that is compelling to everyone..

Okayh~ a little impersonations of how i met friends in UITM kedah..
So it is gonna be quite interesting, and things that you never did expect me to say..
But wut the hell here goes..

MMS..no its not multimedia message..its MINGGU MESRA SISWA..And yes, i bet all of you kedarian's know what the hell it is. The whole 1 week of, baju kurung's, waking up at 4 in the morning, waiting at the basketball court in front of ' Masria' dining..The HOTNESS of the day without rain, The boredness of the lecture and the First smell of " Bau Getah "..not to mention the gangguan tido oleh Facy..is that how you spell it?? hahaha..

Anyhow.. I was a complete stranger in kedah. With the chinese face and the un-tudung-ness haha..I do not know people there, i was completely clueless, without friends and with no help at vail..I was like GOD!! wanted to cry, but this is what god wants me to endure then i shall endure it for GOD. Cheh..

So, the first people i know was faiznur. She was in the same room with me in MMS and during part 1. At that time she got Diana Ramlan a friend of her's in high school. So..i was let to believe that i was alone again..haih!

Was in MMS, where they asked us to go pray in surau masria. Drg pun tanye siape x leh smbhyg?? ok..agak ramai la yg angkat tgn..hehehe..so..when i was turning my back to the door, i saw this girl with a mix feature of "mat salleh". She smiled at me, so i smile back. She was this short tiny girl named Honey..nick name that is. So, we set at the same table in Dining Masria, and so we talk. Masing2 pown tak nak kalah dgn english masing2, i s'benarnye menyampah actually nak ckp english the whole time, but what to do, kalau i ckp BM i was not yet that lancar in speaking s'mnjg, kalo ckp sabah plak ntah2 drg bwat muker blur x phm. So continue on with english. Begitu la juga dgn student yg laen. Oe, so the first friend i made was with a girl named weena.

And so on, after the MMS there were four of us as a gang, Me, weena, Hany and lilo ( right now known as shiloh ). But it did not last long because the two of them were in a different set of course, me and weena were the same course. So the four of us took our own road.

So i became bestfriends with weena, whom now remain just plain friends. Because of some circumstances that her stupid ex BF made. My biey hated him, i hated him hany's ex BF hated him also and hany hated him too. This is what they told me during part one, tak tau la skang camner. Really had alot of fun with her. People say that i know nothing about her because of the short period with her. But who are they to judge?? So here's the list what i know about her..and surprisingly she is still the same..teehee.. :P

She's a wonderful friend. She never lied about herself to me, She's always sincere in things and she always does it her way. She knows how to appreciate things. When she's given a choice to pick in things, she will always choose the expensive ones, ex..handphones..haha..sorry babe. She loves to spend money on things and FOOD!! hahaha!! She's nice but she tends to be all taking advantage when she's in short of money and etc...She is VERY obssessive. Bukan ckit taw weena. haha..she likes to menyuruh org to do stuff for her. She's crazy and agak blue la.hahaha!! She likes to bergayut and sms ( Who doesn't?? ). She loves movies. She loves going out. She's a drama queen. If she wants to get out of trouble, she will SHED her tears. She manja. Weena pilih kwn..hehehe. She will not listen to stupid people who say things about her. She looks deep in the future. She feels sad when she's lonely. She don't like people who show off. She don't like people yang bising and mengedik, but she's like that also. She loves to scream. Hahaha..Her mom packs her clothes for her..hehehe..She never broke her promises to her Friends. She's a bit of a pemalas. She would look down on the path way when she feels down. For her Friends and lovers are everything. Her family are her utmost top pririorities expecially her brother. And she loves her Grandmother (sblh bapa dier ). She's a bit childish. She's annoying, She loves to eat. She loves to bite on her hair. She's a soft hearted girl. She tend to talk about someone when she sees that your style goes ballistic..hahaha. And she knows how to act nice infront of someone she hates. If you talk to her she tend to roll up her eyes because that is the way she is. And she sometimes has a problem with money to people when she's in short in cash.. She is kinda materiallistic. She sees something nice, she tends to touch it and feel the texture of the thing..weird~..And sooooo..that's it.

SORRY BABE NO PICTURES OF YOU

Yea, so that is who azweena iqmar is.

Moving on, Had problems with her which her EX BOYFRIEND created. But all this while she thought that i have grown hatred towards her. A little bit, but Not at all. Although i find it menyesal to have left her because she really understands me. But she had moved on and so did i. Though have been thinking about it quite some time to be her BFF again, but things changed and so i moved on, finding more experiences to gain in friendship. I wonder if there is still hope?? naaaaaaaaaaah..both of us moved on.

So in part 2, LOTSA DRAMA!! I DISLIKE DRAMA!! Alot of pergaduhan antara kwn baek. Adoi. Part two senang ckp, Pening!!! So here goes Bestfriend number two in UITM kedah. Sarah yasmin.




She's completely different from weena but has the same charachteristic of budak2. Hahahaha!!!
Yes she is nice. But she got this affliction where she is trying to find her own identity. Right?? So she always copycats people she sees that she thinks are awesome. Because she wants to find out if it suits with her competency. She lies alot about herself too. That what makes me feel irritated. She likes to talk about people behind their backs, even me when i was her BFF. Shocking right. That's why i said, she has this terrible affliction where she is finding her true identity. She has this strong jelousy going on but she don't want to admit it..hehehe..people know la. She loves it when people praise her. But she appreciate things and even me eventhough she talks bad about me behind my back to people. When something is troubling her or lets say when i am mad at her, she consult me but sometimes she bwat dunnoe. Itu la yg i menyampah. She does things behind my back that really pisses me out. She's a complete darling and she loves to learn new things in life. She wants to become a journalist that is why she loves blogging. Even so, both of us moved on and she found a new BFF. She thinks that i hate her forever because of all the mean things she did to me. True i was devastated when i know the truth of why she did those stuff to me. But, it surprised me of how quick can she become to be matured. But all i know is that, she's learning from her guilt slowly and hope that she could understand more on peoples feelings.

Part two was the most tiring sem ever!! MANYAK GADUH OOOOO!!! So in the end of part 2..when i left sarah because of her tak tentu well being..i confronted sue on her that yes indeed sarah lied in a lot of stuff. So i moved to Sue.

Part 3 and part 4 i was with sue. But now i'm not. So i'm kinda free for now.

Sue, i don't get her at all. We had this confrontation thingy going on and she said since part one she would like to live of in her fantasy world. So, being her BFF was actually Being her BFF in her own fantasy world that never exists! So, in truth, bring bestfriends with her was not real in the first place because of her seemingly wanted to live in her fantsay world. So i questioned alot about myself, Do i really know the real her or did i knew the person who is in the fantasy world of hers?? So, both of us moved on..There are goodside of her to, but its either the real her or the fantasy world girl. Some people still being friends with her because some of them sees the good things in her.. But i don't, because her negativity overwhelmed my positive thinking of her. So i moved on, unwanting to kena sakit hati lagi from her..But in the past, she's a good friend.



So right now i'm being friends with quite a large variety of people. Because i'm seeking what does friendship really means. Seeking out what good friends are and seeking out what true friends are. Seeking a bestfriend may take quite some time because right now, i don't seem to have the trust for any bestfriends. Until i have learned and experienced everything, will then that real true besyfriend comes. They say, bestfriends only comes once in a lifetime. I say that is so true.

Till then:
Stay tuned
Deekay..