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Thursday, April 30, 2009

OWH FUCKING SHIT!!

To those peopz who did not went to the Zara, Pull and bear open sale in cineleisure damansara warehouse.... MEMANG MENYESAL LA YOU ALL!!!!!! I bought a pair of pants of zara and 5 shirts of zara for just RM 120 ringgit From the original price of RM 1000 for 6 pairs of Zara boutique !!! The vest i bought from zara was actually RM 249 RINGGIT and i bought for just A GOD DAMN 19 BUCKS!! and they are all awesome!!! It is of course until the 3rd of may.. But still...the first STOCK are always the GOOD ONES!!!! Will update pictures of the clothes i bought there soon...hehehehehehe

P/S..there are no such thing as piled up stocks are not the IN fashion...You guys are sooooo wrong!!
The guy who worked there told me that, they just wanna sell of all the stocks because a new pile of stocks are cumin, and they don't have anywhere to put it.. :P...ITS WORTH IT!!

Till then;
Deekay

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

NINTENDO DS LITE AND A NINTENDO WII IS MY NEW TOY..

Hehehehe...I am so freakin' happy. You wanna know why????? Because i got the Nintendo DS lite and the Nintendo wii game!!!! Just bought it a week ago..harharharhar!!! been wanting those two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe....Bought it in OU.

Yup, that is it. What makes NDS so special is that, its a touch screen, and it has a microfone in the middle of the 2 sided screen. Its all about sensors. If the game ask you to scream, you scream at the mike, if the game ask you to vibrate, you shake your NDS. And if the game ask you to move your NDS to the left, you turn it left. And that is why it is so B.E.S.T!!!

Told ya its a double sided screen. The bottom
wan is the touch screen.


ITS MINE!!! in Metalic rose colour.

Sorry there;s no pictures of the wii cz tia sempat ambik gmbr. My brother naja had brought it to KK ody. Haih...SAKIT BELAKANG DUE TO PLAYING TENNIS AND BOXING IN THE WII. Seriously peopz, its a must have!

Stay tuned;
Deekay

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Finishing my course for the second time..

Hahahaha, its kinda weird, to finish yet another sem in UITM Merbok Kedah. Hihihi, finished paper on the 24th of April, Left UITM Merbok, Sungai Petani Kedah, at 7.30 P.m on the 24th of April. Yep, finished on that day and left on that same day too. Hehehe..

Was missing alot to my friends. I just remebered all those memories we had, and how Tenshion it was when we were struggling our final's, nothing but studying, studying and more studying. Was on N.E.R.D. mode that time, hahaha. And most shockingly it was fun to be on N.E.R.D. mode. Hhehehehe..

Anyway, Just now just came back from OU, S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G!! Hehhehe..Went to everywhere!!! And Attention!!! Zara and pull and bear are having a stock clearence sale on the 30th of april till 3rd of May!!!! In cinnerleisure damansara..wahahahahaha!!! So people...beware and be early to get the best for the earliest. Don't save the best for last because it might be gone. Hahahaha!!

Early in the morning woke up at 7 a.m i think because we need to get a move around 8.30 to my auntie's house for breakfast, and leave there around 10.00 a.m to klang for my brother's akad nikah. Abg Faiz!!! i won the bet!! hahaha!!! 20, 20 , 20..hihihi..

So anyway, was really i tiring day for me, my brother and two of my " pure " Cuzzies, Naz and Jasmine.. Hehehehe..But i still love all of my cousin's anyhow!! hehehe :D..

Waaaaaaa...can't wait to sleep..Oe and goodluck for your muet Dira!!! hehehehe...

So stay tuned,
Your's truly;
Deekay

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

What's the use..

What's the use of having friends if all they can do is " Bg sakit hati you ",
What's the point of having friends if their EGO is as big as their heart,
What's the benefit of having friends who talks behind your back,
What's the point of having friends if all they can think of their feelings,
What's the use of having friends that hurt your feelings suddenly,
What's the point of having friends can't even say sorry when THEY ARE THE ONES WHO STARTED IT!
What's the fucking point of having those kinds of friends??

Eventually, leads up for me to explore more on these various types of "beings" they call friends,
Don't just stick with the same friends,
Because you will never get to indulge your self to many things in life that friends do.

Be your self, and don't let anyone put you down,
Because little do they know that they also did the same mistake that they never knew,
And little did they knew when you hurt someones feelings, it will get back at you,
Its just a " MATTER OF TIME ",

Friends who has a big EGO will find it hard to say sorry to people,
These types of friends are the ones who " yg tia pandai sedar diri ".

Anyhow, There are lots of friends to explore and i will not let my self down.
Of course the feeling of being hurt is inevitable,
But hey that's life,
As long as there's someone to support you all the way,
Then that's enough.

Yours truly;
Deekay

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

T.A.G.G.I.N.G

1. Kalau anda jadi orang terkaya di dunia?
I'll be the first woman that will Memajukan, stop all those muslim
terrorist and build a world that is free from war and fightings.

2. Kalau anda jadi orang terseksi di dunia?
Gonna be the most top-top-TOPEST SUPER DUPER MODEL

3. Kalau anda perlu terjun tingkat ke-100 untuk membuktikan cinta anda?
Why would anyone terjun from that height??

4. Kalau orang kata blog anda teruk nak mampus!
BTW stands like FYI ( for your information) is By the way,
look at your blog on how un-distinguish it is..

5. Kalau keluarga anda yang menentukan teman hidup anda.
Kira perkahwinan yang ditetapkan keluarga lah?
I'll be very demanding, Rich, Educated, Superior job, good looking,
know's how to take good care of me, And most of all
LOYALTY AND FAITHFULNESS

6. Kalau tiada lagi hari esok?
Cukup ka bekalan i nie huh?

7. Kalau orang yang anda benci berada di depan anda?
Will not acknowledge that person's existence as if he or she is just a figment of my imagination.

8. Kalau anda berpeluang masuk Fear Factor dan makan benda2 pelik?
MUST be 100 PERCENT HALAL.

9. Kalau ibubapa anda tiada pada pagi esoknya?
Move on with my life..because god has taken them to a better place..

10. Kalau anda berjumpa dengan orang artis/selebriti yang paling anda minati?
HAVE SEX!!! HAHAHAHA!! Men of course

11. Kalau diberi lesen untuk membunuh, siapa yang akan anda bunuh?
BUSH and THE PEOPLE OF ISRAEL

12. Kalau orang kata anda kacak/cantik?
Look at them like pelik, and say er...thx??

13. Kalau anda ada penyakit AIDS pada usia yang muda?
Live my life normally and work damn hard
to achieve my goals..and also banyak kan beriman

14. Kalau anda berpeluang menikmati makan malam yang romantik?
Oe yea!!

15. Kalau anda terpaksa mengorbankan cinta anda untuk orang lain?
Why should i?

16. Kalau anda memenangi anugerah? Dan anugerah apa yang anda inginkan?
OSCAR AWARD!!!

17. Kalau anda berpeluang mengahwini bangsa asing? Bangsa asing mana yang anda inginkan?
British..they are super CUTE!!

18. Kalau anda terpaksa berpisah dengan orang tersayang?
For what purpose??

19. Kalau ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan anda kerana mereka cemburu dengan anda?
Go fuck yourself..

20. Mengenai orang yang tag kamu ni?
Well, i've known her since part 1,
She was my X BF roomate.
And we're kinda close this sem,
Because both of us are repeators..haha..
She's into anime too..MY GAWD!! haha

21. Tags: 7
Belle
Naz
Rizal
Yen2
Sarah Y
Epa
Weena

Friday, April 10, 2009

A story that is compelling to everyone..

Okayh~ a little impersonations of how i met friends in UITM kedah..
So it is gonna be quite interesting, and things that you never did expect me to say..
But wut the hell here goes..

MMS..no its not multimedia message..its MINGGU MESRA SISWA..And yes, i bet all of you kedarian's know what the hell it is. The whole 1 week of, baju kurung's, waking up at 4 in the morning, waiting at the basketball court in front of ' Masria' dining..The HOTNESS of the day without rain, The boredness of the lecture and the First smell of " Bau Getah "..not to mention the gangguan tido oleh Facy..is that how you spell it?? hahaha..

Anyhow.. I was a complete stranger in kedah. With the chinese face and the un-tudung-ness haha..I do not know people there, i was completely clueless, without friends and with no help at vail..I was like GOD!! wanted to cry, but this is what god wants me to endure then i shall endure it for GOD. Cheh..

So, the first people i know was faiznur. She was in the same room with me in MMS and during part 1. At that time she got Diana Ramlan a friend of her's in high school. So..i was let to believe that i was alone again..haih!

Was in MMS, where they asked us to go pray in surau masria. Drg pun tanye siape x leh smbhyg?? ok..agak ramai la yg angkat tgn..hehehe..so..when i was turning my back to the door, i saw this girl with a mix feature of "mat salleh". She smiled at me, so i smile back. She was this short tiny girl named Honey..nick name that is. So, we set at the same table in Dining Masria, and so we talk. Masing2 pown tak nak kalah dgn english masing2, i s'benarnye menyampah actually nak ckp english the whole time, but what to do, kalau i ckp BM i was not yet that lancar in speaking s'mnjg, kalo ckp sabah plak ntah2 drg bwat muker blur x phm. So continue on with english. Begitu la juga dgn student yg laen. Oe, so the first friend i made was with a girl named weena.

And so on, after the MMS there were four of us as a gang, Me, weena, Hany and lilo ( right now known as shiloh ). But it did not last long because the two of them were in a different set of course, me and weena were the same course. So the four of us took our own road.

So i became bestfriends with weena, whom now remain just plain friends. Because of some circumstances that her stupid ex BF made. My biey hated him, i hated him hany's ex BF hated him also and hany hated him too. This is what they told me during part one, tak tau la skang camner. Really had alot of fun with her. People say that i know nothing about her because of the short period with her. But who are they to judge?? So here's the list what i know about her..and surprisingly she is still the same..teehee.. :P

She's a wonderful friend. She never lied about herself to me, She's always sincere in things and she always does it her way. She knows how to appreciate things. When she's given a choice to pick in things, she will always choose the expensive ones, ex..handphones..haha..sorry babe. She loves to spend money on things and FOOD!! hahaha!! She's nice but she tends to be all taking advantage when she's in short of money and etc...She is VERY obssessive. Bukan ckit taw weena. haha..she likes to menyuruh org to do stuff for her. She's crazy and agak blue la.hahaha!! She likes to bergayut and sms ( Who doesn't?? ). She loves movies. She loves going out. She's a drama queen. If she wants to get out of trouble, she will SHED her tears. She manja. Weena pilih kwn..hehehe. She will not listen to stupid people who say things about her. She looks deep in the future. She feels sad when she's lonely. She don't like people who show off. She don't like people yang bising and mengedik, but she's like that also. She loves to scream. Hahaha..Her mom packs her clothes for her..hehehe..She never broke her promises to her Friends. She's a bit of a pemalas. She would look down on the path way when she feels down. For her Friends and lovers are everything. Her family are her utmost top pririorities expecially her brother. And she loves her Grandmother (sblh bapa dier ). She's a bit childish. She's annoying, She loves to eat. She loves to bite on her hair. She's a soft hearted girl. She tend to talk about someone when she sees that your style goes ballistic..hahaha. And she knows how to act nice infront of someone she hates. If you talk to her she tend to roll up her eyes because that is the way she is. And she sometimes has a problem with money to people when she's in short in cash.. She is kinda materiallistic. She sees something nice, she tends to touch it and feel the texture of the thing..weird~..And sooooo..that's it.

SORRY BABE NO PICTURES OF YOU

Yea, so that is who azweena iqmar is.

Moving on, Had problems with her which her EX BOYFRIEND created. But all this while she thought that i have grown hatred towards her. A little bit, but Not at all. Although i find it menyesal to have left her because she really understands me. But she had moved on and so did i. Though have been thinking about it quite some time to be her BFF again, but things changed and so i moved on, finding more experiences to gain in friendship. I wonder if there is still hope?? naaaaaaaaaaah..both of us moved on.

So in part 2, LOTSA DRAMA!! I DISLIKE DRAMA!! Alot of pergaduhan antara kwn baek. Adoi. Part two senang ckp, Pening!!! So here goes Bestfriend number two in UITM kedah. Sarah yasmin.




She's completely different from weena but has the same charachteristic of budak2. Hahahaha!!!
Yes she is nice. But she got this affliction where she is trying to find her own identity. Right?? So she always copycats people she sees that she thinks are awesome. Because she wants to find out if it suits with her competency. She lies alot about herself too. That what makes me feel irritated. She likes to talk about people behind their backs, even me when i was her BFF. Shocking right. That's why i said, she has this terrible affliction where she is finding her true identity. She has this strong jelousy going on but she don't want to admit it..hehehe..people know la. She loves it when people praise her. But she appreciate things and even me eventhough she talks bad about me behind my back to people. When something is troubling her or lets say when i am mad at her, she consult me but sometimes she bwat dunnoe. Itu la yg i menyampah. She does things behind my back that really pisses me out. She's a complete darling and she loves to learn new things in life. She wants to become a journalist that is why she loves blogging. Even so, both of us moved on and she found a new BFF. She thinks that i hate her forever because of all the mean things she did to me. True i was devastated when i know the truth of why she did those stuff to me. But, it surprised me of how quick can she become to be matured. But all i know is that, she's learning from her guilt slowly and hope that she could understand more on peoples feelings.

Part two was the most tiring sem ever!! MANYAK GADUH OOOOO!!! So in the end of part 2..when i left sarah because of her tak tentu well being..i confronted sue on her that yes indeed sarah lied in a lot of stuff. So i moved to Sue.

Part 3 and part 4 i was with sue. But now i'm not. So i'm kinda free for now.

Sue, i don't get her at all. We had this confrontation thingy going on and she said since part one she would like to live of in her fantasy world. So, being her BFF was actually Being her BFF in her own fantasy world that never exists! So, in truth, bring bestfriends with her was not real in the first place because of her seemingly wanted to live in her fantsay world. So i questioned alot about myself, Do i really know the real her or did i knew the person who is in the fantasy world of hers?? So, both of us moved on..There are goodside of her to, but its either the real her or the fantasy world girl. Some people still being friends with her because some of them sees the good things in her.. But i don't, because her negativity overwhelmed my positive thinking of her. So i moved on, unwanting to kena sakit hati lagi from her..But in the past, she's a good friend.



So right now i'm being friends with quite a large variety of people. Because i'm seeking what does friendship really means. Seeking out what good friends are and seeking out what true friends are. Seeking a bestfriend may take quite some time because right now, i don't seem to have the trust for any bestfriends. Until i have learned and experienced everything, will then that real true besyfriend comes. They say, bestfriends only comes once in a lifetime. I say that is so true.

Till then:
Stay tuned
Deekay..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Friends.....

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

belle pulling me leg

Friends are what makes us alive,
Friends are the ones who will be there for us,
Friends are the ones who will not hurt each other's feelings,
Friends care and appreciate each others,

me, reen and sae..tiga org sumandak

Friends are what lingers around our whole life,
Because There are thousands of friends,
Each of them has their own capabilities,
And each one of them has their own unique identity.

Good friends in KK


nieja and me

Friends don't lie to each other about themselves,
Friends don't create havoc towards their friendship,
Friends won't back stab each other,
Friends won't make up stories about themselves to be accepted by people,
Friends won't be a hypocrite to others,

dira and fieqa

Friends will always be who they are in and out,
Friends will not be selfish amongst themselves,
Friends don't hurt others feelings,
Friends don't take advantage on things,

Me, adi and nonoi..during spring

And friends will not leave their friends alone..
If they do all those stuff,
They are not a good friend.

Reen and me in thailand

Friends is when we spend most of our time with,
Friends are what needed in the term F.U.N,
Friends Will give good advices,
Friends will take care of the other's feeling,
Friends are what needed to feel appreciate other then lovers,
Friends are there when we need them.

me and fiey in seberang jaya

Friends are everywhere,
In schools, shopping malls, library's, cafe's, university's and etc...,
friends are what counts when we are feeling lonely,

nieja and AJ..hee
FRIENDS ARE WHAT MAKES US OURSELVES,
FRIENDS DON'T LIE ABOUT THEMSELVES..

Me and dira

STAY TUNE:
DEEKAY..


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A story about a little girl

There was once a little girl,
Who was not that rich neither poor,
But her family's income was only sufficient for their living.
She was always alone,
Because of her lies and unreal stories,
She is also selfish, and loves taking advantage,
She don't seem to take care of neither anyone's feelings,
All she can think of, is HER, HER, HER.

People gave up on being her friends,
because neither one of them could stand her behavior
She don't know how to handle her emotions,
So she took it with her anywhere she goes.
She's always being a hypocrite,
She wants everyone think that she's perfect,
But sadly she's not.

She was always petrified,
Who was always being bullied when she was little,
even in schools and anywhere,
She got so badly hurt, and when she grows up,
She tends to be someone else.
She lies alot of things, including about her family.

She wants people to view her as a high standard girl,
but sadly no one viewed her like that,
because she tries too hard to make people believe her stories,
People tend to grow out from her lies and stories,
And so people move out from her heart.

Even when her friends confronted her about the truth of her,
She can still lie about herself,
Its a pity that such a pity human girl exists.

She's a bit of a wacko,
Because she is too possessive on things and on someone.

Nevertheless, there are good side of her too.
But are limited due to the fact that the negative things about her overwhelmed the positive things about her.

So she could neither be her self; a pity little girl; with no lies regarding herself or about anything, or the story she made about herself where she lives in her fantasy world.
Such bullshit factors..

anyhow..in the end,
she's the one who mess things up,
who lied in the first place??
If they say being a hypocrite is just to socialize,
Is that the right kind of way to socialize??
by lying??

Poor little girl, when people say about her,
She will say the same thing about others,
by saying you your self have weaknesses that you don't acknowledge,
But does she even know that even the biggest human of all kind acknowledge their tiniest weakness??
I don't think so, because that little girl thinks she knows a person that is close to her,
But little did she know, she knew nothing about that person.

In the end, it is not fate that brought them together and neither breaking them up,
It was they themselves who wanted it, and they themselves made the decision,

So in the end, both of them took the road they choose and both of them live their life their own way.

:D

Stay tune:
Deekay..










Saturday, April 4, 2009

If you ain't laughing, you're either being too stuck up, or you're just to fuckin' slow man..

That is my main moto that keeps me going ahead. I may lose everything, but i still got my pride going.
Being myself is what keeps me going. I'm not lying about myself to people, i don't create stories about myself and i don't go boasting around telling people stories which are not true about myself.

Life is complicated, because that is what god gave us. Yes i do cry, i do feel sad, i do feel happy because i'm just a human and not a robot. Robot's don't have feelings. But i don't follow-up my emotions for something big or small. Because out there in the real world, there are more crazy fucked up things then this.

Some people call me harsh, yes i am. Because you just have to face the facts that i say about you or someone else, because sooner or later, the "wrong-ness" of what the opposition say about my direct facts or what you're gonna say will soon be known. And yes, there is that someone whom i judge goes according to my facts. And still, that someone keeps on denying it. Because lying is in that persons flesh and blood. Harsh?? think it through. I call it MENTAL.

Knowing new people is what going to a fresh start or should i say, going to a phase where you want your life to be.

I chose the path of what i want. ME ALONE.

So in conclusion, be your TRUE self in life, because lying will not help you in the future, It will only bring more problems and chaos in your life. If you don't, it will STILL comes back to you..think about it..

Yours truly,
Deekay