The only THING i do

What are the differences between people?? wither age, looks, appearance??
It all comes to one thing for sure, knowing who you are and what are you actually.
Of course you would say that you are who you are and what you said is what you explain who you are and what are you...get it?? me too...hahaha!! anyway..recently i do have my previous blog before this, and it started when i am in form 3. But alas, i forgot what my email and password is...haha

so it all comes down to this,
This is my last Sem here in Kedah, UITM merbok that is.
Been here for the last 1 year and 6 month. Going to Shah Alam or UM next year. That is if i could pass my csc...huhu..what made me hate that subject remains a mystery.

so what do i always do since i came here to Kedah. Well, drama never stop since i'm in part 1. It never do stop ever then till now. People tend to get all culture shock, but some cravs for attention from the spotlight. Even they do not have the spotlight, they'll search for it even though it could destroy themself and their relationship with their friends. But hey, even if they say they don't want it, but... like wise man says, " ada udang di sebalik batu". :)

Any how.. back to business..
since i came here to kedah, all i think was to finish all this thing off and get the hell away from here. But, even though when you are a big girl from the big city entering a kampung place, it could teach you a hell lot of stuff. And in the end, you will appreciate what you have and what you got. Besides, more to come in the future right?

The only thing i do here is be my self, and i don't copycat other people's style or attitude. To be REAL...there are human's who are like this. Craving for people to like them...it shows that they are lack of sayang-ness from their parents. But the only friend i admire is my one and only sue and nieja. Even though they came from an un-properly family..(please excuse me for that un-kindness of word..hehe) But still, they manage to pull them self together. That is what i like about them, they have true self esteem and self determination. They know about life, and they know how to appreciate and give and take to it. Even for me, even though i come from a well proper family, a wealthy family of what they say, i don't act so much like a snob or a spoil brat. But to my extend of knowing some, even though some people for whom i know tend to be spoil and etc.. even though they are not wealthy.. why the hell on earth they want to be like that?? For us (my type of level of people) are dying to be normal like any other people, but others who are not from my prestige are dying to be one like us. I don't GET IT??!!!!

Anyhow, i learn alot from them and i learn so much from what is actually the reason we are being brought up as a human. To endure life, either single or with your spouse. But in the end, You are not the only who is gonna endure it, there is always someone that is gonna be beside you cheering for you all the way. From what i learnt, Never give up on hope and miracle. Even though something huge has happened to you, Never do give up, because, in the end, you will always have someone more better than your previous ones. That is what i call karma.

I learn on how to be tough from my parents who thought me alot about life. THEY teach me how to be strong, they teach me to never give it in and get me and thought not to cry on STUPID things. And infact, yes they did a well good job, bringing me up as a woman.

Plus all that with the help of my one and only love, Hafeez almudin. He's the guy that went through life with me. We endure it together, cried together and help each other alot. Only god knows what we have been through on our lives. Met him 24 January 2007, not to sound so informaticly but, yea...in all those years we've been through together since that date till now, it made us stronger and our heart more stronger too. Even though we are far apart from each other, but in the end, we still manage to see each other face to face
The year 2007 and 2008 brings joy, happiness and a lil bit sadness in me too. It is where you grow up and think wisely. it is where when your 18 going to maturity land 19.. in that age, that is where you learn from your self and you endure life. And also in that age is where you change more on being your self and remove all your immature acts. That is where you tend to feel stupid when you think back on the things you have done before coming to this age, and that is where you can't look back and just move on with your life. What is past let it pass.. Gain a new era in life, pursue it with all your heart, because, you get to live your life once a lifetime, and there's no turning back to where it all started. Be true to yourself, because people want the real you, NOT the fake you.. Keep that in mind..

Deekay...